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This is where I write my unfiltered thoughts, ideas and feelings.
December 14, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 3 weeks agoI havent slept yet. She told me she wanted to hang out with me after she was done at the GR office. When she was done she said she was with her homeboy, some dude i had a feeling she was fucking but indidnt day shot. She then told me she wasnt going to drop him off unless i got her well. And up until then i still didnt want to believe she was using me. As usual she left me out in the cold all night and still till right now she hasnt read my message. If she thinks shes going to get away with me paying for her storage and treating me like some punk ass bitch shes got me fucked up. Then what topped it off was that she posted a snapchat with her on her lingerie and her homeboy that i was thinking she was fucking in his underwear too. I cant stand that slut Mady Monroe. Shoutoutnto sabrina and jazmin for making me feel a lol better today. Fornpeople that dont know me, i ride for the bitches that stay by me. I take care of them frfr
December 9 10:02PM
Dec 10, 2024 1 month agoThis person i wish i didnt have feelings for reminded me why i wish i wasnt an emotional person. When i asked her to tell me if she sleeps with anyone i was hoping to hear her say i dony want to sleel with anyone else or something along thise words but instead she says ok. Also when i first met her she told me that she always ends up fucking someone when she drinks. And whay does she say shes d oing? She says shes drinking with a homeboy and that she needed some fet so she doesnt get sick incase she gets taken in when meeting her probation officer. Me being the dumb fuck i am i got her a 3 grams. Its like i feel that im trying to buy her love. While i was waiting for Uber to pick me up i realized i left the sack on the floor at where ive been staying but when i got back to where i left the sack the problem is that bitch ass Rambo was where i was and he stole a half piece from me last time and all if a sudden he leaves right when i get back . I didnt want to show up to madys without anythhing so i bought another gram thinking she would appreciate that especially that i just got jacked for 3 grams that i got for her. I honestly dont even want to talk about it because it upsets me so mich. she she told me that she was going to cut herself, told me to never talk to her again, told me to fuck off, told me its my fault that she wont be getting any sleep and everything in between. She showed me a side that i didnt even knew existed in her. She doesnt even realize all the things i do for bet because my dumbass was playing the part of a boyfriend but being treated as a fuck boy friend. i thought she was genuine, i thought we would end up with a beautiful relationship. I was wrong. Only thing i could do to make me feel better is to be a person she wishes she could be with. So first thing is i need to get my own place. It is freezing cold to benliving out in the street
Didn't plan on having feelings for you
Dec 06, 2024 1 month agoI already knew the moment i realized that i had a crush on you that i was on a track to being hurt. The craziest part is that your not a typicaI female that I would go for. The main reason on why I cant be with you is because of you being an onlyfans girl. You saying that you want to make content with other guys make me feel someway. But i can feel your vibe and know that you have a beautiful soul. I love hanging out with you. And stare at your beautiful blue eyes. Though we fucked the thing i want to do the most is hold you. I try giving you samples on what it would be like if you were my lady but in the end it doesn't feel reciprocated.
