This person i wish i didnt have feelings for reminded me why i wish i wasnt an emotional person. When i asked her to tell me if she sleeps with anyone i was hoping to hear her say i dony want to sleel with anyone else or something along thise words but instead she says ok. Also when i first met her she told me that she always ends up fucking someone when she drinks. And whay does she say shes d oing? She says shes drinking with a homeboy and that she needed some fet so she doesnt get sick incase she gets taken in when meeting her probation officer. Me being the dumb fuck i am i got her a 3 grams. Its like i feel that im trying to buy her love. While i was waiting for Uber to pick me up i realized i left the sack on the floor at where ive been staying but when i got back to where i left the sack the problem is that bitch ass Rambo was where i was and he stole a half piece from me last time and all if a sudden he leaves right when i get back . I didnt want to show up to madys without anythhing so i bought another gram thinking she would appreciate that especially that i just got jacked for 3 grams that i got for her. I honestly dont even want to talk about it because it upsets me so mich. she she told me that she was going to cut herself, told me to never talk to her again, told me to fuck off, told me its my fault that she wont be getting any sleep and everything in between. She showed me a side that i didnt even knew existed in her. She doesnt even realize all the things i do for bet because my dumbass was playing the part of a boyfriend but being treated as a fuck boy friend. i thought she was genuine, i thought we would end up with a beautiful relationship. I was wrong. Only thing i could do to make me feel better is to be a person she wishes she could be with. So first thing is i need to get my own place. It is freezing cold to benliving out in the street