I have a fairy tale story A creation of my own I'm a partial realist and im partially unknown Love is so magical, beautiful and inspiring I wish for a love without hurt, destruction and lying My day will come I'm confident in that But until then I'll just wait and try to give back It took me a while too find beauty in myself Twenty something years to be exact an I'm so proud of my growth This man came into my life and fixed a heart i never knew was broke He put light back in my life right out of a fairy tale book I'm anxious to help him, to show him a path A path of true happiness A path he's never had Little does he know he showed me my way He showed me not all humans are the same He put my light back in my soul To help a world that is now cold So it's in my nature to make him see, some woman are worth some belief Belief in love and belief in life Belief in companionship but mostly his light He's certainly worth more then i think that he knows He is completely worth more then even i deserve I don't think he's mine Atleast not to be But i know that he's mine too a special degree Trying to save someone who i feel is made for me It may be in the stars, written as Destiny but some of these thoughts even i cant perceive So i try and i try, not for him but for i Am I fixing a man i May soon tell goodbye? But he's great and he's handsome i wanna be his I want him to see, ill give more then he gives Not in money and things but in the way we both live My wolf i do promise to give you the key, in exchange for your trust, which I'll keep safe with me So baby take my hand and lay in my bed Because my heart truly is the best thing you can mend I'll take you away Far from this place Far from the hurt and far from your pain Relax now my wolf i mean what i say Your scared to be alone and you say your too weak but i see the opposite when you stand next to me I see so much strength in your mind and your soul So why don't you believe me when i insist you'll never be alone? Life is so short baby i wanna start our journey i also wanna show you you'll never be lonely Not in this life and not in the next How do i know this? Well deep down we both know I'm different and strange, I'm unique in my thinking, wired my own way Convinced of a purpose I search for each day saving amazing men like you, along the way I am your red, you searched for so long Yet i wait and i wait Confused by your delay, Your delay for love and your delay for me, your delay for healing, all your flaws that i see Little red and the wolf are the perfect love book Often misunderstood and perhaps overlooked People disagree saying the stories conflict, from the original nursery rhyme filled with darkness Little red and the wolf so in love in the woods, So No i guess my fairytale is nothing like the yours

There in the glare of the light, I stood. I stood and I looked through the eyes of a beautiful soul, a broken soul, a scared I soul. I stood there speechless, wondering how could such an alluring, marvelous, stunning woman could be so perplexed. I understood her soul and her darkness, I knew it deeper than any other human in this universe ever could. How can she be so confident in the strength of others, yet so weak and judgmental on herself? How can she look at the world around her and strive to fix every hurt, lost, sad, abused, insecure and apprehensive individual she'd come across? How can she strive to save what she herself feels? Unknowingly and thoughtlessly forgetting that this same power would save her. You see this human, this beautifully, enticingly charming and intoxicating human gave everything in her to build and rescue the rest of the world, that she had forgotten what her own soul needed. She insecurely dishes out every word that she herself needed to hear, every word that could completely put her back together, so imperfectly perfect. That was the most fascinating yet confusing thing about her, that when she succeeded in helping or saving a broken soul, comparable to herself, she never looked at them as broken. Only cracked. She made sure they knew that. She made sure they knew they were in fact not broken at all, just merely unaware of their importance and beauty in this very short life. She always unnoticeably disregarded her own beauty, but her eyes can never lie. Yes, the glare of the light was so bright as I stood and gazed into this beautiful woman's damaged soul, wondering why she always saved everyone but herself. She then smiled ever so brightly and remembered she didn't need saving, her happiness and her heart were completed by every person she had salvaged! You see she knew all along she wasn't broken but merely cracked. Just like the rest, she had forgotten and each day she used her extraordinary gift of strength to look in that mirror and see exactly what she planned to instill in the rest of the world. Most importantly, what to instill into herself.

Your eyes talk to me gently, peacefully and unintentionally. The eyes of a madman i really should say, kisses of confusion, increased each day. Your misunderstood, so you thought to until me Two twin souls perhaps looking for all the same things. Both scared to admit bonding in such ways Souls intertwined mentally fucking their brains It's beautiful, it's lovely, yet still we're not there I wish you would see just how much i care My perception is great but my intuition is better My purpose involves saving you on this mind fuck endeavor Which ever way we go It really doesn't matter For life is too short to climb any regretful ladders Friendship or love an adventure awaits I know i can show you a beautiful place Friendship comes first followed by great memes ....wait I'm just kidding i mean lovers to be I promise to listen to everything you say Crazy or not I'll be your escape Berl let me in i know you can feel it Your less then a lover yet more than a friend I promise we'll always be tight till the end Berl you are wonderful and I have you to thank For showing me the light i was always meant to take Damn, i wrote you a poem The first for a guy, so if you tell other people you know I'll deny Fuck all this mushy shuff it really ain't Sami Oh wait i was mistaken for your closed minded family Don't fear your box it'll make you complete Please stay the sweet Berl i had the pleasure to meet Ok i am done I'll send this your way I hope you understand I'm really not usually this strange The end is so near, so I'll say this last thing If you don't know how special you really are to me Then open your eyes and use the knowledge you have to know that this all is far from pretend Your destined for great things Berl so don't try to run Cus if you do I'll be right behind Shoving this lame ass poem in your stubborn ass mind dude I'll love you for always just say the word I'll never let you go in this cruel evil world Forever your mine deny it that's fine But you'll never beat these feelings i bring to your LIGHT You'll forever love me in whichever way and that i can handle for all time and each day I guess i had lied about this crazy love letter being over i can't stress enough the guidance you bring me so i just keep writing to see if you believe me Remember i said I'd be complete saving the world till i almost lost my life and learned that was absurd you see the importance of one human including yourself Is more important to me then myself and my health We can save eachother and i believe that we will Two broken souls that are confused climbing out of Hell please trust in my love Berl I'd never steer you wrong I mean isn't that obvious considering this poem is so long After all that you still think I'm lying? I'll prove to you daily just to make you see i Making a difference together will set both of our souls free Just never forget the significance of just ONE human being But most importantly the significance of just you and me (This was written off a friends writing to me so thats why some of it you womt understand. Lots of inide jokes and words)

fears of an angel soars through the sky the little weeps as she says her goodbyes the wish of a girl, stands still as a tree all of her dreams, perished as to be believed the angel trembles in the mystery of her eyes too close to her soul, yet far from the sky a dove fly's ahead for her love and affection the mirror has vanished and she loses her reflection her beauty is unknown but only to herself For its been locked up and hidden on the highest of shelves she fades as a picture yet appears like a rose the angels tears have weakened, having been challenged by a war she would sacrifice her life just to saves yours its not something you can see nor can you hear your beliefs in her will save her one less tear her magical kingdom so filled with hate its a trade for her life, its a trade for her fate the wind blows hard up at a cloak of stars regrets are her destiny, her soul is not hers it belongs to the pitiful, to the ungrateful, it belongs to you the little girl is lost in a realm of unknown so young, so tarnished, so innocent and so weak, the moon is a failure, trusted are its lies all seems balanced......... the angel lives to die!!