During this pandemic it seems as if a huge panic set in and rightfully so ! But for me covid-19 - an adjustment ( Time felt like it stood still) 4 the first time I felt like I could take time and work on myself effectively an not feel like time was running out .. everything shut down ,the government with exception of essential's for me that meant it was time to get my shit together and create my life's master piece I spent most of my life wondering how I was gonna be successful and exceed the limitation's I had set for myself but fore most how I could break the circle of destruction my family had created! for generation's . Since the start of my time life was a disaster , my life resembled the tv series show shameless and a sprinkle of Cinderella cleaning cooking doing chores in many ways my father an alcoholic , my mother mental health issues she was also a battered women I wasn't the oldest one but I was the oldest girl in my house I was forced to take care of another little girl growing up changing diapers by the time i was 7 feeding, dressing her doing all and above except the obvious my parent's would have to doctor's appointment's and so on! …. So During covid it seemed to be a perfect time to soul search set goal's and figure out what it was I wanted for me kids my life and most of all me So I decided to Finally write a book . This book will cover so many topic's and range through many situations that could trigger some or it could help I want my pain to be someone's beauty and know I made a statement in life or someone's life . In order to be the change in the world the only way I know how is through words Too be the change I want to see in the world To help someone open up and have a voice and know people are there and know how u feel in some situation's and that your not alone Too feel alone but never be alone is one of the most traumatizing thing's in the world and no one should have to feel that way ever