"The horror was visible on the face and the tears roll down to my cheeks , i know what happened , what i did but still i needed a confirmation a word , the word 'dead' . She was crying and speechless . I was on a hospital bed a king sized one or maybe i was so weak that i was shrinking , the ceiling lights or what ever people call it were way too much bright for my nearly closed eyes or i should rather blame my 9 hours sleep for that , the last peaceful sleep i got , I was breathless , senseless and lost , in so much pain , once it was in my body but them I can feel it reaches my mind , my subconsciousness . then I asked for James they said he is alive for now , doctors were not sure , as I was listening to my mother explaining things I was drowning at that very place , suffocated , frustrated , it was hard to breath my eyes refused to hold on any longer , i could heard the scream of my mother and my father calling the doctors . and then everything was faded away . I was discharged form hospital after several days but now there was no point of it , no point of living , the sense of being dead inside had taken all over me . I was unable to attend her funeral , she died because of me ,because of my stupidity. I m such a pathetic human , i don't think that I do even have a right to call me one . firstly i forced my parents to send on a nonsense picnic and then uses my trump card to get the permission to return in the car of James who just learned to drive , they were scared everyone was but i was a cool enough teenager to deny all that care and concern . i dragged her into that hell with me , Sana was a innocent one . In 6 minutes of James driving we met an accident with a blue car or maybe ..... I don't know everything was red after that , red , yellow and then black . even at that time she was holding my hand the grip was too tight like she was refusing her leave , she wanted to stay. He warned i ignored , she refused i forced , she died i m alone and now here i m in a room , with a thug , i was dying and he saved me just to kill me ! god what is life ? " a living hell?" "totally agreed " "when are you planning to kill me ?" "have you suffered a lot ? " " not actually i made people suffer for what i did " "well not any sooner then " he smiled , i hated it "did you visits her grave , frequently " "frequently you say , not in years , never " "by the way , what happened with you ?what you did ? " " so are we going to play this ' whats your story' game until we get out of here ? and look you are very certain that i did something ' what you did ' ,huh ? i like that " he whispered under his breath " i murdered someone ...." PLZ LIKE AND COMMENT !!!!