Its been five months. As easy as that sounds, i feel trapped, helpless, yet grateful for the fact i'm still breathing. My body does not function as it should. i sleep by midnight, knowing fully well i have nothing to do but lay around doing nothing. It has come to the point where even social media is boring. Being bored is boring. we move around in our homes, like zombies... nothing to do, nothing to say, nothing to think about. new developments after the the other, yet none bring good news.. "CORONA VIRUS" "BLACK LIVES MATTER" "ELECTIONS" this holiday has gone on long enough, i will, from now on appreciate the time, effort,hard work and determination put in by our health care workers. They say " an idle mind is the devil's workshop" for some it has become his home. Don't let lock down keep you from achieving great things.