Today is a new day but just because it's a new day doesn't mean that everything will change. Yeah, my hair might, my clothes, my opinions, my thought and feelings, but my plan for the future? Not a chance. I want to make it clear...crystal. That I am going to be an actress and there ain't nothing that anyone could say to change that. My plan of acting is simple and normal and it IS going to happen. Just think about this... If I couldn't be an actress then why is acting a job? why is out there for people to do? Think about that kind of stuff before you go bust others' bubbles. I wouldn't never doubt anyone about anything , because anything is possible. If that didn't change your mind then this will, some people want to become a doctor, right? Okay then, what do they have to do to pursue that dream? Go to college for at least 5 years, get a doctoral degree which is going to take a while. Okay so listen, acting, all you have to is get experience, and getting experience is someone studying to become a doctor. it may take longer or it may not, ir really just depends on where you stand in the performing business. If you don't understand what I'm saying then you can ask me directly on here or via email ( eslick.kira@gmail.com) thank you for reading this!

Who says that you can't write a best-selling novel in less than 6 months? Who said that you couldn't be a Award-Winning Actress? Who said that you can't make a million dollars in less than a week? Everyone might tell you that, they all might try to bring you down, but the only person that can truly do that, is yourself. I've learned that throughout my 17 years on Earth. It's hard to think that the only thing standing between me and my plans, is me. I like planning stuff out before it happens, like a vision come to life. I want to be able to show the world my writing and at the same time live through my writing. I figure that if I write enough stories people will realize how important this is to me and they will start supporting me. You don't need supporters to make your dreams come true, all you need is you. Supporters will be a helping-hand, but you don't need them. I only have a few supporters and that's my mom, and couple of friends---no one I go to school with or live around. That's why I am learning that you don't need supporters to make your dreams reality, all you need is hope, confidence, hard work, effort, time, and a place where you can just escape to get your work done. I also learned that you can't just say you are going to do something because saying it won't make it come true neither will believing in it. In order for the believing to work you have to get up off the sofa and do research, make phone calls, send emails. You have to literally get up and do it. When I was younger I thought movie producers will just come knock on your door and ask you if you wanted to me in a movie, But now I know it's a way longer process. You have to get experience, and then after you feel like you have enough( get at least a couple of years. Maybe 8 months-3-8 years) , get an agent, who will then call you in for a interview, and be sure to show that agent that you belong to their company and you deserve to be represented by them. They will be the ones who find you auditions, and keep in mind, you won't fit all. If you get an audition it's only so likely that you will fit that part. As an actor, you will HAVE to take rejection because there will be a lot of it. I don't mean to bust anyone's bubble but you may get rejected 50, 90, 200 times before you land a role, acting is hard and you just have deal with the whole package. It's like a box of crackers you buy from the store, each one you eat could be stale and then finally you bite one that taste fresh. That cracker will be your ROLE your PART. Now, you just have to show and give everything you got. As an Actor you should spend at least an hour learning your lines, because if you are prepared when they call you back---Callback. They will know that you're taking your job seriously, and that will give you a good reputation in Hollywood. It's best to began acting at an early age because the earlier you start the more experience you can gain. When I was younger that was when I was more brave, I loved reading out loud, talking in public, singing, dancing, and everything. That would of been a good age to start off my career. But now that I am older, I am more nervous, and care about my peers opinion. Even though I shouldn't, I do. I am starting to kind of get out of that phase though, everyone at my school basically knows I want to be an actress, and some are like " Yeah Right." While others are like " If you are going to dream you may as well dream big." I really don't understand that either even my " Friends" say that. That just goes to show what kind of people I hangout with. I am ready for this whole " Wannabe" " Going-to-be" thing to be over with, I don't live close enough to any theater, my school doesn't have a drama club so I am stuck waiting to go to college or something. It's at least a year or two away but I have a long way to go in life, I am only 17. I have a lot of confidence in EVERYTHING I do and that's what everyone needs, they need confidence. I want to share my confidence, advice, and tips to everyone on whatever they need them on. No matter if it's singing, dancing, writing, acting, sports. I am here to give you that little bit of confidence that you need. If you need any advice on anything, email me at: eslick.kira@gmail.com or send me a direct message on biopage. ( please when sending me an email, use BIOPAGE ADVICE with what you need advice on, Example: BIOPAGE ADVICE: BASKETBALL') I hope that you all enjoyed this little segment. * PLease comment down below if you think I should make a YouTube Advice Channel.

The sirens from the ambulance startled me when they came rushing up to my house with four or five other county vehicles. I jumped out of bed running down the hallway to find my grandma being taken out of the house on a stretcher. Not everything was real clear to me back then, and I'm not going to lie, it still isn't. All my life I dreamed of a perfect life, a life so free, unimaginable, firm. But sadly, we don't always get what we want. In fact, we get the opposite. I would like to blame Adam and Eve for all that happens, but in the end, who will you blame? It's no one's fault that my grandma got lung cancer and died when I was eight. I was shattered like glass for many years and it still hurts so much to think about her, but I know that I have to be strong because she'll want that in me and my family. It was about a week until Christmas and the white tree was up in the north corner of the house, beautiful decorations scattered on the tree, lights shining brighter than the sun, and presents spread out accordingly to who they were going too. My family and I were standing around in the living room admiring the tree's beautiful scenery. When my brother looked behind the tree and spotted something---a figure. He alerted my uncle and grandpa but I didn't see a thing. They swear up and down it was my grandma standing behind the tree in a white dress, her long beautiful brown hair was draping over her shoulders. They couldn't make it out one hundred percent because it was blurry from the bright lights. I didn't see anything and to this day my mind is still a little foggy about what they saw but i'm not doubting because what I've witnessed isn't much different. After the passing of my grandmother we started receiving strange phone calls, the TV will turn on and go to her favorite Soap Opera " The Young and the Restless" the microwave will turn on, and the lights would flicker. The phone calls would happen every day approximately around 4:00, that's when we were all home from school and work. We knew it was her because she would leave voice mails saying " This Is Carolyn Eslick" one time when we actually beat the call before it ended there was just heavy breathing. It was like she was scared to talk," could she talk?" I wonder, I'm pretty sure when you die you still have the same possible features and privileges as you did when your alive. The next couple of days were the same, phone calls, TV changing, light flickering, It was the same story but on different days. But the thing that happened this time was a whole different chapter in this story. My grandpa was sitting at the kitchen table drinking Folger coffee out of a white coffee mug, I was standing by the kitchen entrance with my brother, and my sister was standing in the middle of the kitchen talking to my grandpa. My mind isn't too clear about what we were talking about but I do remember this: My sister had her hair in a ponytail that day still standing in the same spot in the kitchen. As she was standing there something grabbed her hair, her ponytail flew up and she went back. As she hit the ground a picture of my grandma's brother's fluttered out of nowhere landing on the floor. At the time we all gasped and look at each other " What the heck!" My grandpa jumped out of his chair helped my sister up and picked up the picture. I didn't understand why my grandma would do that, unless ...it wasn't her. Everyday got more interesting there where more phone calls and more mysterious figures appearing in corners of the room. I could just feel that room getting cold at times and after a while, I got use to it. Even though I never actually seen my grandma...I knew she was there, and she was always going to be there. I wouldn't actually know what to do If I seen her. I might scream in fear and take of running. It's just a matter of how I am feeling. Several weeks later we moved, we no longer had that same phone that we use to receive phone calls from, which after we got rid of that phone, mysteriously, everything stopped. We no longer received phone calls, saw figures behind the Christmas tree, or worried about the TV turning on. It was just recent when I realized maybe my grandma was attached to the phone like on American Horror Stories, and everything that was going on was sign that she wanted to be rested in peace, she wanted to be set free from us. Even though she loved us so much and we loved her she wanted to be set free into the Heavenly arms of God. I am just happy that we got to be with her a little while longer, even though it wasn't physically, we still got to spend time with her and we still will one day when our life on Planet Earth is exceeded and we fly high up to the good Heaven with our Heavenly Father, but until that day comes, my grandma will still walk this Earth with me and my family, she'll be in our hearts forever and ever, she's not going anywhere, she's permanent, like a scar.