Tracy Zhu

Silence Night

Jul 02, 2021 3 years ago

At the end of 2019, an unknown storm of virus hit our mother Earth, for we had never ever seen before, emergency and hospital are working day and night. The shop was shut, the school was shut, everything in the whole world seem stop to me, the time is frozen outside, no one was even out, no dogs are barking, no cars are honking, everything is just so quiet and peaceful, but we human beings felt like we are falling into a deep black shadowy night. A night we may never came out or never end. In the early of 2020, once the red and noisy street turns into silent, mysterious and foggy old towns, what can we say? The virus are keep on spreading and corrodes people's heart, defeating the psychological defense, breaking our down into pieces and eaten our all, but we are keep on standing up, we are keeping on fight them, unsung heroes are trying their best to fight back, to break the fog in front of us, to end this terrible and horrible night...... We as Chinese been the first people to guarantee and stay at home, always wear masks, the unbreakable cage locked us down in this situation and trying even to break into it, "Boop, boop, boop." Every heartbeat in my life at this time is hard, quick and strong, even nervous, willing to come out. But I keep it inside me, I try to let myself com down, because life is brutal, life is unforgiving, if at this this very very dark and shadowy night, you say:"Nope, I cannot handle this anymore, I cannot, I feel so down, I feel so upset, I just want to give up."Well, that is how I start to feel at the middle of the pandemic, I want to go out, I am desire to feel the nature, to explore the life, and not just spent days in my home, taking online lesson, I feel desperate and many of my friends are also feeling so, but this is very true and very actual. So bring this feeling I made it to the March, when I finally relief and understand, I start to don't care about when the pandemic is going to end or not, and I start to not wishing that there will be an end for this pandemic, and I think it is kind good for me, because I start to do more and more new things, drawing, exercising and thinking on or a better way. After the relief in my heart, it is kind of weird, the pandemic seem end, the light of the sun shine, symbolized the end of the long and silence night, people are congratulating and showing happiness, but I think the silence night ends.

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