-
Usernameshaeaubreygracegwin
-
Password
Leave password field empty to keep your existing password!
-
Confirm Password
my name is Shae, and I love to write to help with my anxiety, I love my friends and family and I’m hopelessly in love with somebody who doesn’t love me back, I haven’t made the best life choices but I’m trying to make a better future! ❤️🤷🏻♀️
Mental health
Feb 24, 2019 5 years agoMental health difficulties like anxiety, depression and posttraumatic stress disorder can cause many problems in your daily life and could lead to bigger problems over time, its best to keep your mental health in check to have the most positive life that you can, even if you are having mental health issues you CAN recover and find yourself, but it doesn't just happen automatically you have to take the necessary steps for things to change, whether that is getting the help you need from a therapist or medication or just simply cutting toxic people out of your life that drag you down, it may seem hard but there is things you have to realize before making these steps, IT IS okay to do what you need to do to make yourself feel better, it doesn't matter if you see a therapist or are on medication or are not engaging all your time into people who make life harder for you, sometimes people don't take themselves into consideration when it comes down to making the best choice for themselves, If others don't want you to succeed or they judge you for making some of these choices then you know they are the people you should be cutting off, i'm not a therapist i'm just a 16 year old girl, you might think my opinion is irrelevant but i think loving yourself is the most important thing in the world, it has taken me awhile to figure that out and building up the courage to put myself first has been my biggest struggle in my life and has lead to every problem i've had, if i can learn to love-myself i know you can do it to and I promise loving yourself and keeping good mental health will lead you far in this world, you just have to be ready for everything because life isn't always gonna be sunshine and rainbows sometimes your going to go through things that might seem impossible to stay strong through, but you got this, believe in yourself!
:(
Feb 24, 2019 5 years agoThere is really no easy way to put how I feel into words.. but I wish I could take away all memory of you in my life.. I fell so in love with you that idk how to live a normal life or go a normal day without you on my mind so heavily. Your on my mind 24/7 and I fucking hate it. I'm so in love with you and everyday I wish you were in love w me back bc ur the only thing I've ever wanted or need. Everyday I lay here and ask myself so many questions that I will never have the answer to., I cry in the shower bc I don't want ppl to know that I'm so broken. I smoke weed bc I don't know what to do when I'm not. Bc my minds always on YOU. and when my phone lights up and it's not you my heart sinks into my chest. And when it goes days like that the feelings of not having you completely take over and then one day u might text me and I'm so filled with joy even when it's just a “wyd” or “nm”. idk why I'm so in love with u and I wish u could tell me what I need to do to forget you just the way u forgot me. Because no matter what I try and do nothing ever takes my thoughts off the fact that everything we once had is all gone and now I'm just another girl to you....when ur my entire world.... 😭... a lot of ppl tell me I'm dumb for loving you this much... but I think there dumb bc they don't see how amazing you are.. I think there dumb bc how could they not be in love with you the way I am??? how can they sit there and say things about you and have no feelings what so ever. when ur the greatest thing that had ever happened to me...why am I the one that has to feel this way... 😭. I'm doing everything to get over you but I can't bc I'm stuck on the things we would plan out and I'm stuck on the fact that “I love you” actually means somthing.. even tho no matter how many times u would say it...it never meant anything more to you than just a few words.. but to me they were worth more than anything on this plant... I bet whoever ur Inlove with sees everything in you that I did. Bc damn...ur such a wonderful person.. and I hope she loves you almost as much as I do bc u deserve it so much. U made me the happiest I've ever been and you deserve the world and I hope she can give u it..goodbye I'm sorry 😭
