Everytime I close my eyes I see a tragic moment but it's not a dream it's something I relive... How do you know when something or someone is bad for you... Before the tripping and the falling all over yourself... Before drowning in heartbreak wondering how did you get there.... Funny thing is you can't. I mean you dnt know until yu get there... Everytime I close my eyes I see you and the love that never died... But how far will I go and what am I going to have no regrets giving up... Will I always be the broken one in the end... Everytime I close my eyes I feel your energy near... Like it's this mass pulling of my heart, yet fighting with my mind... To Sever a connection that is so strong that all I have to do is whisper your name and you'll feel it... This feeling of togetherness... That nothing else matters but yu and I... Everytime I close my eyes I can barely breathe or even speak... If I've been without yu for to long I start to feel weak nothing can pick me up if it isn't you... is that addiction...the very meaning of it... Wishing I could walk away and not look back... Everytime I close my eyes I see the visions of us and what life is like... Such a bliss in the night... Even the dark would shine so bright, so powerful... I try to think of the lesson I am missing... because everytime I close my eyes it's you who I see... Still standing there... But when I open my eyes it's just me all alone standing there drowning in this dream...