He made wanna be a good person, made me want to better myself. A great part of me was super lazy and honestly i had given up on love. I had lost all hope and accepted that i was going to be alone. But every time he called i felt it in my chest. Every time he texted, i felt in my chest. I do not know what i felt but i can tell you for sure i felt something within me. Was it hope, love or believe that at one time i was not going to be all alone. Because honestly i have been alone a whole lot of times, and it hurts. No amount of money, food or TV can feel the void i always feel but a simple hi from him made me forget. Forget about the loneliness, the pains and the regrets. It made me forget about the many things i would take back if i was given a chance. And because of him i was always hopeful, but he would never know. He would never know that i love him, that i care for him, that i'm crazy for him...............