" Your destiny is your choice." Dear Love, I've lost our love story I wrote on January 1st of 2015,the day I've known I have fallen inlove with you. I have fallen so much to you that I've wrote a romance story , a story I wanted to happen between us in reality. I have made a happy ending in our story. But most especially the story I have written shows how much I love you and how I am willing to wait for you for the right time that we will share a forever . I have kept the story for 3 years and waited for the happy ending to come on the fourth year. However,happiness didn't come. I've lost the story as well as I lost you. It's painful from the start for I believed the story I created will be our story at the end. We started like the beginning but we doesn't end the way I portraited to be. In reality, I didn't end to be with you instead I walk alone in the beach as the sun goes down. We walked in a different path and never met each other at the end. In your journey you met a lovely lady and take the road she's walking . While I take the road that leads me to you. I've already there when someone told me you've change direction. I did go back to still met you but I've saw both of you happily walking in a garden full of roses. My finger was bleeding because of the torn I've touch. It's painful but it's incomparable to the pain in my heart. I continue my journey when I found out you're already with the person you truly loved. But as I take a step ,I look back at you,hoping in an instant you'll leave her and take the road connecting my heart to you.However, when I look back,the smile in your lips never change. You really do love her more than you love me. My journey to my destination was hard for I think about you.But my journey was worth it for at the end of the road even though you are not there, a special reward was given to me. A reward more valuable than you, diploma! The lost of our story is not bad. For it reminds me it isn't my love story after all. My love story will still be made when right time comes with the right person. As of now,I must think of my future for it is that matters most! Love thank you! Sincerely yours, Judy

There is really no easy way to put how I feel into words.. but I wish I could take away all memory of you in my life.. I fell so in love with you that idk how to live a normal life or go a normal day without you on my mind so heavily. Your on my mind 24/7 and I fucking hate it. I'm so in love with you and everyday I wish you were in love w me back bc ur the only thing I've ever wanted or need. Everyday I lay here and ask myself so many questions that I will never have the answer to., I cry in the shower bc I don't want ppl to know that I'm so broken. I smoke weed bc I don't know what to do when I'm not. Bc my minds always on YOU. and when my phone lights up and it's not you my heart sinks into my chest. And when it goes days like that the feelings of not having you completely take over and then one day u might text me and I'm so filled with joy even when it's just a “wyd” or “nm”. idk why I'm so in love with u and I wish u could tell me what I need to do to forget you just the way u forgot me. Because no matter what I try and do nothing ever takes my thoughts off the fact that everything we once had is all gone and now I'm just another girl to you....when ur my entire world.... 😭... a lot of ppl tell me I'm dumb for loving you this much... but I think there dumb bc they don't see how amazing you are.. I think there dumb bc how could they not be in love with you the way I am??? how can they sit there and say things about you and have no feelings what so ever. when ur the greatest thing that had ever happened to me...why am I the one that has to feel this way... 😭. I'm doing everything to get over you but I can't bc I'm stuck on the things we would plan out and I'm stuck on the fact that “I love you” actually means somthing.. even tho no matter how many times u would say it...it never meant anything more to you than just a few words.. but to me they were worth more than anything on this plant... I bet whoever ur Inlove with sees everything in you that I did. Bc damn...ur such a wonderful person.. and I hope she loves you almost as much as I do bc u deserve it so much. U made me the happiest I've ever been and you deserve the world and I hope she can give u it..goodbye I'm sorry 😭