3 years ago, there was no sign of my current situation... I was in the 6th grade, and one day my mother told me that "Presidential schools are opening in all regions of Uzbekistan." But I didn't even pay attention to what my mother said, because after hearing her description of the school, I thought that for me it was a dream as far away as the Earth is from the Sun. I was only thinking of having fun with girls. As for my studies, I was good at mathematics because I studied at a specialized school, and I used to participate in Olympiads. But I didn't have a specific goal. I didn't even think a little bit about why I should study and what kind of profession I would get. I lived only for today and did not think about my future at all. Seeing my situation, my mum started to force me to study and taught me English, because she is an English teacher, and she took me to mathematics course. But I still didn't give up having fun, I had no desire to study at all. So I spent another year without studying... For the first time, "Presidential schools" were opened in a total of 4 regions. One day I saw a video on YouTube about the conditions there, and I really wanted to study there. I set a goal for myself and started studying for the first time. I looked around… I saw my peers already making their moves to get in there, and I started studying too, even though it was late. I completed the tasks given in the class on time, in fact, I can't say that I studied very hard. But I knew that my mother believed in me very much and wanted me to study there more than myself. So, 2 years have passed... As the days of the exams approached, my fear increased... All my relatives and friends were also waiting for my results, and I was even more excited when I thought about it. And that day came. My mother took me to the exam herself, and before going in, she said something that I still can't forget: "We believe in you, Durdona, you will definitely do it." Some kind of light came into me and I worked out the first round of exams. More than 1,000 students applied for admission to the school, and only 24 were selected. In the first round, 480 students were passed, and I was among them... I felt that the next exam would be stronger than this one. August 16, 2021. All the students, confident in their knowledge, came to the 2nd stage exams. This time also, my mother gave me motivation before entering the exam. Using all my knowledge, I solved the test, and when I came out, my mother asked "How was the exam?" and I said, "I will get more than 80 points". My mother used to say a lot that an educated people can predict how many points they will get if they take a test (by the way I got 81.1 out of 100). I was eagerly waiting for the announcement of the results. Finally, that day came. It was past 8 o'clock in the evening, and I was watching a video on YouTube, and I saw the message "results are out" on Telegram, and as soon as I saw it, my heart was filled with excitement and I began to tremble. My mother was also in front of me, but I went in without telling her and I saw that my ID was in the 3rd place😍... I didn't even realize how I shouted. At first, my mother was incredulous and asked again and again, "Is that really your ID?" and suddenly I started to cry, not tears of pain, but tears of happiness. I cried because I was happy to hear that I passed the exam that I had spent 2 years preparing for. After 2 months, I started studying at my new school. It was very difficult at first because my school was far from where I lived and I only went home once a week, which was very difficult for a little girl who had never been away from home. For the first time in my life, I spoke with foreign people. When I entered this school, I saw that there are many students who are stronger than me, and I realized that I should study harder. Before passing the exam, a lot of people believed in me, but now it seems to be 10 times more, because this school is different from other schools and there are only 14 of them in the whole Republic. What I learned from this experience in my life is that “nothing is impossible”, even if it is farther from you than the distance from the Earth to the Sun! Just believe that you can do it!

With many burdens on her shoulders A family to feed, she sometimes feels like her end is getting closer; but with so much stress that even in death there would be no closure. She has been faced with so many trials and tribulations that she fails to connect her problems with her friends and family relations. She gives, gives, and gives... They take, take, and take Never once thinking our giver, may need a break, before she breaks She's a wife, mom, sister and daughter She's a provider for her mother, brother sister, and all the others "Mom I'm hungry, and can you buy me a doll" I'm at work ask your dad to feed you, sorry got to go I'm on a call "Sis I know I don't have my license, but can I borrow your car" NO YOU CAN'T! (whispers) but the spare keys are in the drawer "I'm your dad - let me borrow some cash, I promise I'll pay you back fast." Yeah sure, that's what you said the last time I gave you cash. Here, take it, but remember this time - you promised to pay me back fast. She gives, gives, and gives... They take, take, and take Never once thinking our giver, may need a break, before she breaks She creates her own troubles by not saying no. By not confronting any issues and just letting them go. Her life is destined for concealed anger, regret, disrespect, all due to her friends and family neglect. She's a strong person deep down inside, but it's very hard to find because she covers it up with pride. She says to her self - "I'm the bread winner; They're my family and friends, I'm supposed to allow everything to slide. I'm not the oldest but I am the most mature, and was forced from young to behave, move with a grown-up posture. I'm supposed to keep to myself. I'm supposed to keep everything buried inside. I'm supposed to be the king and queen of my home. I'm supposed to do it all on my own, that's all I've ever known." I reply … you give, give, and give … They take, take, and take Never once thinking, our giver may need a break, before she breaks. And you will break make no mistake You will lash out and say things filled with anger and hate. You will be in a poor mental state allowing you to make incorrect decisions, ones you normally wouldn't make. So, take a deep breath and say to your family and friends… My kindness, my love, my giving nature, are not yours to take, take and take. I need you to share my burden, make no mistake.

The sky is far, the Earth is hard.(Abdulla Kahhar) There is ending for everything, and there is also a cure lot every disease. Since the Covid-19 Coronavirus infection entered our country on March 15th, most of the time, nowadays every person thinks that the virus does not infect me? If you are thinking about it, it is normal. To some extent, quarantine is literally not an exaggeration if we say that humans have returned to each other affection, and, humanity, friendship and friendship. The daily routine of people changed, from morning to evening people who hurried to work complained that the road traffic was a lot of such as jams. They hated the lack of time for being with their family and children. The quarantine...... Not only in our country, but also in the whole world is suffering with this illness. All of the factories, means, manufacturing works, higher and secondary education institutions they all stopped for a certain period, even students who are studying in the primary class, our pensioners also fell and are grumbling about quarantine especially ads that were constantly given in the media, were exchanged for completely different ads, were exchanged for advertisement on compliance with hygiene rules and non-violation of quarantine rules. If we look carefully around, it is possible to know how intensified life is, while we are in quarantine, maybe we felt a little break. Scientists noted that during the quarantine it was found that the air was being purified, due to a decrease in the outflow of toxic gases into the atmosphere. Since the quarantine period was unknown, the use of Information Technology was improved, and in the field of education, the demand for online lessons grew. And the effectiveness of the lesson began to be determined by the built-in electronic instrument between the teacher and the student. This, of course, is the ground for both parties to increase their ability to use technology. Reform of all spheres of banking, socio-economic, legal and other spheres has become a step towards electronization. My profession is teaching, I am a teacher at school on the subject of chemistry. From the beginning of quarantine, I began to teach online my students, of course it's not like to go directly to the lesson in the classroom, topics to teach me students for clearly understand. Also in the quarantine period, Science Olympiads were held. My smart pupils have participated and achieved good results, and I have passed on to them understand the guide to participate in the online Olympiad. I also study at a graduate course in masters. We used online communication tools to summarize all our tasks, textbooks, research processes. Of course, a number of articles on the master's thesis in quarantine came out of publication in online scientific conferences and scientific journals. Sometimes when there was a boredom in the judge quarantine, I tried to learn English . The first and subsequent protection of my dissertation is also online (google meet.com) was held through. I handed over my protective case at an excellent marks. Sometimes when I look through the window sill, my eyes fall on the fact that many people are in masks, gloves. Then I think, quarantine taught all the Uzbek people to talk at a distance, and not to greet even with a hand. Uzbeks mainly follow the religion of Islam. In Mohi Ramadan, Iftar, donations, tarawah prayers in mosques were not carried out with the public. This caused severe grief in the hearts of all our compatriots. Of course, their common dreams and their intention to ask God became the prayers that they prayed that the pandemic would end sooner. One day, as usual, I woke up early in the morning to feed myself with Ramadan fasting, and then I prepare for dinner and I eat. While having breakfast , I took my mobile phone in my hand and a message came from the channel of time power, which I saw with the eye of ne. Dear compatriots! Who ever has the opportunity to pray, wake up at 3:00 p.m. Tashkent time and pray the Tahaddjud prayer for the approval of Allah, all of us together ask for the end of the pandemic from the occult and the creation,“ it was in the content. Oh! My heart took advantage of the opportunity, went away. After all, I think that if people draw enough conclusions because of the mistakes they have made for this reason, then in the future life they will have achieved much success if they do not repeat these mistakes. But after reading this message, I also wanted to join them and pray, striving to be fulfilled. Now, many medical workers are working hard for their patients, despite the high risk of contracting the disease. We must learn to appreciate the hard work of all selfless professionals. If we consider that the coronovirus pandemic is calling on all mankind to think and be vigilant, then of course it will not be an exaggeration.

“THE THINGS I LEARNED DURING QUARANTINE LIFE” When you think back to your first day in lockdown, what were your fears, worries, and hopes? Are you the same person now than you were at the beginning of all this? What has changed about who you are and how you view the world? Before the lockdown was implemented! I was living a ROBOTIC life like most of us; I knew I had to make CHANGES; I knew I had to inculcate certain habits to make those changes, I knew I had to START… but I just kept living almost as if somebody had put a socket and a battery in me and I switched it ON every morning, did the routine stuff, and then switched it OFF at night to go off to sleep. But, the lockdown changed things for ME, or maybe it was just ME, who pushed myself to changed and take change. This lockdown gave all us a great opportunity to grow, at least; I will always Thankful for this lockdown. This lockdown taught me some important lesson of life, which are as follow: The thing I learned is that, Everybody is a treasure in them. They do not need to keep finding that treasure in a loved one, job, money, fame. Don't get me wrong here. I don't mean that relationships are not important and that other humans who we bond with to form relationships should be discarded to discover yourself; or that all jobs are worthless. What I intend to says that Humans, we forget to validate ourselves, in a world when people feel validated only when OTHERS COMPLIMENTS THEM or OTHERS TELL THEM ABOUT THEIR STRENGTHS, They will very quickly feel invalidated when those some OTHERS WILL CALL THEM OUT ON THEIR WEAKNESS, BELITTLE THEM, CRITICIZE THEM, that is why it is important to find the treasure within YOU. I'm still in the process of doing that but it has been a wonderful and empowering Journey. One more thing that I learned is that whatever you wished for maybe some years ago. You can bring it to action today. We will witness so many writers, actors, singers, musicians, chefs, designers, programmers, painters, and the list is long, showcasing their talents. Also, large friction was of people who discovered their new talents. Many gained new skills through practice and hard work, talking about my self. I like to write because it allows me to focus on something and help me relieve stress. I enjoy writing because you can write anything based on how I feel at that moment SAD, HAPPY, ANALYTICAL; anything can become good writing, I like to write because it is a way for me to express my thoughts. During this lockdown I got time for myself to polish my writing skill, as I'm a stay at home parent .so, I couldn't be able to find time for me. So, I just wanted to use this lockdown period productivity, and want to do something different for my career. So I have completed online courses on a different topic, I have started my career as a creative writer. I have also started my blog, where I can post my thoughts and my experience. I would love to write about POSITIVITY, HEALTH, MOTIVATION, and RELATIONSHIP. I have also worked as a guest blogger for different platforms. I believe that bringing a child into the world and focusing on his or her needs through infancy is a worthwhile goal. But as your child gets older and begins preschool or kindergarten, you may find that you are interested in returning to a career or getting an education. So this lockdown is a golden opportunity for all of us especially for the stay at home parent to grow and develop your career. This is my suggestion that you could also write about your quarantine life and things you learned during this COVID-19 pandemic. Good luck.