Mistakenly Love

“You love me right?” he asked and she said yes. They first met when they were 14 years old young but in that age they already mistakenly feel the “love at first sight” . He was their new neighbor in the village; she and her friends got curious who was their new neighbors are so they came closer to the house that own by the new villager, and when she tries to look beyond the gate she saw him talking with his mom with his splendid smile that makes her heartbeat pound so fast. In that time she easily said to herself “I love that boy” . Days passed, and they get along with each other, they bond like they know for eternity and as they got closer their feelings grew, from friends to special someone. They are aware that they are still too young for having a relationship but they still follow what their MINDS wants and as he got courage to confess his feelings, she easily said yes and just like that they are now in a relationship. A toxic relationship where they think they can handle and suits their feelings and age. “Do you trust me?” he asked again and for the second time she said yes. They experienced upside down relationship, they broke up several times but reconcile after, they endure many heartbreaks, they got insecurities, they feel jealousy, they become possessive, they drag each other down, they are tired of each other and they want to stop what they have started but even so they think their relationship that way, they still staying strong for they know that they love one another. But as what Heraclitus once said “nothing's permanent in this world except change” and so like that the boy started to explore his puberty, when he starts to party and get along with his other friends and sometimes forget and when he starts lying to her. “I love you and I will never leave you” he said and I just nodded. She trusted his words, she believes in his lies, she loves him even if that can break herself, she loves him even though she knew that his lying, she loves him to the point that she's just the one whose holding, she loves him and thinks she needs him, she loves him and she's dependent to him, she loves him and forgot to love herself. “He loves her” that's what she always tells herself, “he won't leave me” that's make her stay, “He just needs time for his self” but forgot that she has a life too. “He take advantage of her” she let her take advantage by him. “I love him and he loves me” that's what she always say to her friends and family. “He's slowly changing” and she's slowly shattering. “Then let's do it love, I will never leave you promise!” he said “I can't, were too young for that” She reasoned out. “But you love me right?” he asked and she answered “Yes, but I can't do that, I'm afraid love.” but the boy was persistent “Don't be love, we are responsible enough. I will be careful promise!” she starts to cry but he hugs her and said“If you love me, you will let me”. And the girl gives in, she loves him and she's willing to do everything for his happiness, for their happiness. “Thank you for trusting me. I love you” he said and the girl flashed her bright smile. Because of what happened between them they able to save their relationship, she now feel his lost love for her is coming back, she now feels that his giving important to her, they become happy again until the good-bad news explodes like a bomb. She got pregnant, he got mad, She don't know what to do, he wants to get rid the child, She got angry, he wants break up. She don't know what to do, he leaves her because he's afraid for what they have done and now she's pregnant all by herself, she's pregnant without him in her side, she's pregnant and craving but no one's there to accommodate her. She got pregnant and her mother got angry. She got pregnant and she's just 16. He got her pregnant but he doesn't have guts to face the new problem they made. She got pregnant and stops her studies, he got her pregnant but his still study, she got pregnant and sad. “I can do better than what I have done before” she said to herself. She collect herself again, he got courage to face the problem with her, she learned to love herself, he came back to reconcile again. She still needs him, he needs her. They got back but she became wise and smarter this time. “I love you, do you trust me?” he asked but she just stares at him. She give birth with him in her side, she hears judgments from the society, he said sorry, she's still in love in him but she wants to focus in herself first, he loves her and willing to wait for the right timing again. She makes her child as her inspiration, he makes them his inspiration. They raised the child together but they are not together. They learn from their mistake and they are after from the success that they delayed because of the mistakenly love they felt. They are teenage parents but they are the better version of their self now. They believe that this is not the end of their story. This is just the beginning.

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Andre

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Kyiv, Ukraine