Life is like a blank canvas and it's up to you to paint the picture based on your outlook.. Creating the world a view of what is in the vision your eyes see.. Life may bring obstacles upon you that will send your world spinning, as if the decisions we make are on a wheel turning.. Sometimes, a smile could go as far as helping mend a hurt heart.. It's possible we may look for answers in all the wrong places, and expecting love from all the wrong people.. What goes up must come down, and dreams can become real.. Allow yourself to have love from within you. Understand what's inside of the reflection that's not matching the outside.. My name is JeDonna Mathis I'm a 29yr old single mother, who lives in Grand Rapids Michigan. A major goal of mine is wanting to further my writing career. My biggest dream is to become a best selling author. I have written 2 unrban fiction novels in which one is published, and the second releasing soon. 1 childrens book releasing this Spring. 3 children books which needs illustration. With trying to balance lifes obstacles and parenthood I don't have the extra money to pursue my dreams full force. Im a good writer and have a big imagination. Sometimes I want to give it up because I cant afford the promotion cost, illustrator, and publishing. But something inside of me is telling me keep trying. I know I can go far with this and be able to add more stability in my daughter and I life's. It's been a rough journey for us. I want her to be proud of me. God gave me the gift and I want to share it with the world. On top making life better for us. I just want a chance. I want to be successful. Look back at my struggle and be glad I made it thru.