I didn't mean to Say the things I did To reject the love you gave I didn't have the strength To try again that day I didn't mean to Take the "easy" way out You see it never has been I feel things many can't grasp Only to carry them deep with- in I didn't mean to Make you worry about me I've tried to carry on Waking each day with reminders That it's only me who's wrong I didn't mean to Leave you feeling guilty For not trying harder to understand I'd hoped to conquer this demon Who's gripped me in his hand I didn't mean to Make you weep with sorrow But I leave you with this promise I will cherish your love and forgiveness When I see you again and kiss - you.