Yep! My life was like the handle of the tap which rotates by opening and closing, helping people to get water from the tap in case they want, but also hiding better life for those who do not use it well as it is required. Many people has asked why many times they fall sick while they know that their hygiene is the best, but really analyzing well, when most of people are from the toilet or anywhere else that requires them to first wash their hands before doing any other thing they come and opens the tap by using the tap handle and make sure that their hands are as clean as they want and then closes the tap. Many people do not know that as they are closing they are retaining back the other germs which they have putted there on the tap handle while they were opening. That is how my life was before realizing real what life is. I was in the shadow of life like someone who is using a tap handle in the bad way because whenever I thought of rotating my life to the great point I failed. I thought that I was doing the best thing, but they were not because when I was in primary five my father was really sad of the way I changed my performance in class because my performance was not as good as used to perform in current years, he was really sad of me , then I tried to find the other way of making my father happy and I couldn't find any because what he was needing was my good performance only to make him contented, and I remember when we were given mid-term test marks, actually my school used to use the small papers by representing our marks and I was having very poor marks at that time and I thought that my father will beat, kill me seriously, then I decided to cheat my father by changing the marks because I was having 52% ,and then I changed them to 82% and reaching home my father was happy of me not only that , but also he gave me many different awards, and later he was called by my teacher telling him that I will repeat in primary five unless he pays much attention on me and my father was really surprised and he was like “my daughter is improving she got 82% in mid-term, so do you want her to get a hundred percent?'' and my teacher was truly shocked “what?” he replied. Later they come to realize that I cheated them my father was really depressed and the effect was not only on my father, but also on me because that made my to repeat in primary five due to the way I used to hinder my weaknesses and fail to use the opportunities that I have well to make the great future, but instead I used it in the bad way thinking that it is the best way to save my life while I was killing it. The same applies to the tap handle where you may think that the more you open and close the tap while washing your hand, the cleaner you will be, no! that is not true instead first analyze the way you are going to do the things and see if that is the best way of doing it, so that is how I have developed my mind by paying attention on the way that I used to rotate my life handle and be able to fight for better life of everyone and me. Appreciate any thing you get despite of how small it is because without monomers you can't build up polymer.