For the past 2 years, I have wanted to know what life means. Our everyday life is full of different situations. Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon. Why don't we share the same love? Your relative might break your heart by doing something you have never imagined. On the contrary, you might be surprised by a complete stranger's support or encouragement. Why do people behave rudely to their parents whereas they say beautiful, pleasant words to their acquaintances. Human beings never think they are parents who back them up in troubles, not acquaintances or fair-weather friends. Before the quarantine, I was a full-of-life 17-year-old girl. I was deliriously delighted with my family. But now....😞😞😞😞😞 I want to leave this world but I can't. Sometimes you have to live and be alive for only one person. However, you can't stand that person's daily sorrow because of your presence. In biology, virus is known to be a form of life without cells. I realized that I am a virus with cells that kill people every day by my actions. One person proved that there is still kindness. He helped me without any thought even though I bombarded him every day with problems. Every time he smiled and tried to tackle my problems. I think UNCONDITIONAL LOVE exists among family members. My self seeker relatives always want us something. If you look at the world from another angle, the world is not bad at all. Unconditional love still exists. You see it in children's smileys, in every advice given by the older, in tears when you cry with your friend. All the bad times will be forgotten one day. You will see the rays of the sun again. Just wait and try to know the meaning of life from your surrounding.