With the beginning of this epidemic, I was silently watching and something inside me was telling me that things will get out of control because I used to the atmosphere of wars and suffering and expected the worst, and in moments of fear that prevailed among people from the spread of this epidemic in other countries and what we follow on TV and social media, people in my country They feel that they are in a safe phase and that the danger is far from them. I was watching the people's eyes and eyes when talking about this epidemic and its news. The people who had the most fear in their eyes were the ones who owned a family and children and the people who knew that any emergency they would face would lead to the suffering of his family, and as the severity increased Injuries, a number of injuries were discovered in my country, the government rushed to close the borders and start sterilization campaigns, the workforce was reduced in the state and the borders and airports were closed. Originally, we are suffering from the embargo and siege, and cities have been banned from each other. The curfew was applied from six o'clock in the evening until six in the morning, during this period and at the time of sitting in my house in the city of Homs and I am far from my family, I really did not feel afraid and say to myself if I had this The virus will be my destiny and I am assured that I will not pass it on to any of my family or relatives. I do not want to be dramatic and create dialogues or events that are not real. I will complete in reality how my daily life was going on during work and upon return. It made me sit at home and limit my activities to studying or reading a book Once I discover the loopholes I suffer from in my personality that rob me of the ability to develop, including a lot of thinking in the future, what will happen to me in the coming years, my financial situation, and my dreams that I want to achieve by studying or working outside my country to improve my living situation and my ability to form myself and build a healthy family All these thoughts were wandering in my mind and devouring me from the inside, and the work distracted me from thinking about it, then I discovered the value of the work and how beautiful those times I have been working in the evening and morning in my past years, I did not encounter people who had been ill from my surroundings or from my relatives and thank God for that But a nurse's experience at Al-Mowasat Hospital affected me when she announced her injury and people started to publicize her name and spread rumors in her village and among her family for personal ends and they bullied on social media, and then I wrote m. We publish on her Facebook page telling him how she was injured and how proud she was she is helping the injured people and how much effort and humanity she made and devotion to her work until she was infected with this virus by one of the infected people who are provided treatment and care, after the spread of this epidemic we have to change our outlook Because we live in different countries and the truth is we live in one place which is the planet Earth and we have to be tolerant and humane in our dealings with others and get rid of intolerance and fighting among us over the resources of this land because a small virus like Corona posed a great threat to our lives on this planet and he explained to us with the most obvious pictures that he There is no separation between a person and another from a country, a distance, or geographical boundaries. What binds us and separates us from each other as human beings is the concern and the love that we offer to each other. We must love each other more, and we must value the value of being close to family and friends. We enjoy their proximity and conversation. We awaken beautiful moments with them and forget the Materials of this life. The value of life is not what we have in our hands, but rather. With what we sow in the hearts of people with the happiness of others that they feel by our closeness by the power that they draw from our being near them and finally this life is the mystery of this existence and what is going on in it of accidents and wars are the subject of questions and confusion why these things happen we must not imagine that the most beautiful will happen we should expect to happen The worst things are with our certainty that we can make our lives better and more beautiful when we are human and loving