Today was a good day. First I got a clean bill of health for my mind and the doctor is lowering my abilify to see if I gain weight which I hope so and still be at peace. This maybe a bit of a challenge to use more Buddhism to fight the demons but I got faith in my Buddhism and myself. That abilify coupled with shawna lea has cause quite the damage to my psyche and my weight. So now I can be happy and not look like a skinny Dalai Lama. That was my concern. A girls best friend is curves and a smile. Which I haven't had for months. Thanks quack.