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i am a kind of girl who love to perform but only in my dreams
The Forgotten One
Aug 31, 2018 6 years agoIt feels strange, someone's staring at me. I don't know who she is but she looks exactly like me! I'm confuse please enlighten me. As far as I know I don't have a twin sister either a sibling. Do I have a long lost sister? Did my father cheat on my mother? Did he--- ‘' no he didn't''. Thousands of question fills my head but suddenly interrupted when I hear her said those words. Who are you? How did you come here? Do I know you? I ask continuously. ‘' No “she answered. Then who are you? I ask again. ‘' I am you, I am the real you''. How did it happen? Instead of giving me an explanation she shows me her genuine smile, a kind of smile that assures me that I don't have to be worried at all. If you don't need anything you can get out in this room and leave this house not minding the stares that she's giving me that made feel a little nervous.. ‘' Lala what happened to you? Is this what you are now? A cold hearted kind of person''. And that caught up my attention. If you are here just to judge me, then you are free to leave this room. My words didn't even bother to stop her from talking rather continue saying words about me that makes my blood boil with anger. “I know that truth really hurts but this is the kind of person that you have become. I'm not here to insult you but to become a reminder that it's okay to be yourself and be mistaken than changing it and becomes a real loser. Don't you want your old self back? A kind of person who's contented of what she has? Although she has many flaws and being criticized by others yet she's still happy because she learned something from it. She's not afraid to make mistakes for it is one of the things that she thinks that needed to be a better person in the future. She's not afraid to show to the world that she is not perfect but perfectly imperfect that she is. Look how wonderful she is! And now what happened to you? I thought that you're strong enough to face and welcome reality with a big smile? Am I wronged? You disappointed me. You've become a coward person who's afraid to be yourself and give up so easily. This is not the Lala I know. The Lala I know is far from this. Get up! And show me that you're more than a pathetic person. Be who you are because everyone is taken. Be unique! Be different! Be you! Always remember this, the moment you become yourself is the you become a winner. No one can take this tittle to you always remember that''! Memories started flashing back in the back of my mind like an old video playing repeatedly. ‘'Do you remember now?'' I can't hold my tears anymore so I burst out crying and slowly step closer and hug her. “It's okay; it's not yet too late. You still have time to change, you still have the chance to change any of this so don't waste. Take me and bring your self back and live happily''. From that moment, I look up to look at her face and answer bravely ''I will''. Good bye and be happy the last words that i heard before she faded. I am awaken from the deep slumber, slowly opening my eyes and started saying this to nowhere; I know it took me too long to realized that I don't need to pretend to be someone else that I'm not, thank you for reminding me it really helps a lot. I really learned a lot! From now on I will become a better version of myself. I will be bigger than those problems that I am facing. Ill love myself even more than hate and changed it. I will face this cruel world, this reality with a smile bigger than before. I will stand firm and fight bravely to survive. I wish to see you again in my dreams sooner or later to personally thank you. See ya!
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