I guess all of us assume life is going to be difficult and hard and I can tell you for sure that life is confusing and hard , I have a hard trusting others just becuase , and even when i do i second guess almost everything , its scary and annoying but theres nothing i can do about that , im me , right . its pretty funny but growing up i would constantly change my personality to a character in a show i watch just for petty attention , i wouldnt have thought that i desired attention until my mother told me and i was shocked because she was right and i didnt notice , sucks for me right , i guess thats when i realized i was in this all alone until someone wanted to be in it with me , im still pretty young but i just cant wait to know what real life would feel like but again this is my life , MY LIFE