You are never alone
We learn life lessons in a hard and beautiful way. We live completely in a diverse world of complexity, we meet a lot of new people and we also make new friends. I have come to realize that I find myself left with a lot of words only written down on numerous sheets of paper, never to be read by another person, unless I otherwise, choose to do so. I left the thought that I will not be able to set my feet back from the place that I once loved and cherished, but life surprised me, yet once again. I keep all of my own personal memories throughout my life in a special place; Right inside of my heart, in my mind and also in my soul. The people in the photos that are not together anymore and their feelings are not the same, it is still a precious treasure to keep; Memories of simple joys from all of those little things. I am just completely amazed by the fact that the universe has allowed me to meet some people, even if those people were only able to be in my life for a short period of time- Nonetheless, I am truly grateful that for once in my entire life, I have had the chance to share it with the people that I have gotten the opportunity to many things with and create so many wonderful memories with. I want whoever might be reading the specific words right now to please know that you are not alone and I want you to also know that you can still count on somebody in the middle of the night when the world seems too heavy to lift up, when sleeping was hard to do because the deep thoughts are keeping you awake and when it feels like there is simply just not one single person there to listen to anything that you will tell or that you have to say. You can fake it until you make it, as they say; But please understand that no matter how high that you build your walls up to keep away that emptiness from the people that are around you, know that there will always be somebody who tries to knock them down and to also see you on the other side without any ounce of judgments or false findings, for that matter. Life will eventually reward you with all of the things that you are hardly praying for, I know this to be true. You are, without a doubt, a person with a genuine heart of gold, as you know how to value those around you, you know how to selflessly devote yourself from the love of another person without even so much as asking for anything back in return, you know how to give endless efforts to show other people how you truly care and you also know how to sacrifice your own desires and feelings for the sake of another persons' joy and for their laughter. You are rare and the world needs you. No matter how hard life may seem at times, even if life does not seem so kind, I know that you are one of those people who will refuse to be hardened by this world, because you do not want other people to feel the same way in which you have felt, you do not want other people to experience all of the messiness of existence. I am so proud with all of the things that you have achieved and for all of the hard works of your hands. Your defining silence truly says a lot about how brave that you really are for fighting battles that nobody else knows, except you of course. It also says a lot about how strong that you actually are for carrying the weight of confusion running through your thoughts, it says how true that you love even in spite and despite all of the countless heart breaks, mistrust and broken promises. Know that whatever happens, there will be another person who you will be able to run to when the air simply just feels like thorns to breathe, there will always be somebody who will make time to listen to all of your randomness and there will be somebody who you will be able to share all of the heaviness of heart with. I hope that you will realize all of these things, once more. Never lose your light in all of the chaos of darkness, because your existence truly is a blessing, your existence matters and your existence also made my world once and again, a so much better place.