Before lockdown, We met. We had spent the best time of our lives in those 9 hours. I felt those 9 hours were going to repeat in my life till I am alive and the streets of our kisses won't be as empty as it is in this pandemic time. The lockdown is everywhere. Applicable to every single thing. It is weird to know that lockdown is acting on our love too. But what if I say my heart doesn't allow me to follow a lockdown on our love. I still love him even if my eyes haven't seen him since months. By not kissing his lips. By staying at home, trying to feel him again. Lockdown is for airlines but what if someone's heart flies all the time, untraceable to any radar in the world. Lockdown is for increasing social distancing but what if my soul sleeps with him in his arms every night. If I knew that we are going to be this far... I would prefer to pack up my suitcases and walk out from my home with him. Sometimes I really think... Was it the last kiss? I am experiencing a lot of things in this quarantine. Things that I never bothered to look at. Things I never had time for. Quarantine is tough not because of Covid-19 but because life is teaching us something and learning was always tough for humans. Life is teaching us the people who care for us aren't as careful as they should be in this pandemic. They are pampering us even after one of us test positive. They try to save us even if there is no chance to it. Risking and not saving themselves from the pandemic. Which means we really need to stop calling ourselves as inhuman. Life is teaching us that our lives are even better if we breathe in the fresh air than smoke. After all, lockdown made the cigarettes a bit expensive and less available. Just like the posh cars which contributed more to the pollution. Life is teaching us we look healthier having simple meals at home rather than being at Starbucks, clicking photos of the cookies rather than coffees and adding a caption of food porn. Lockdown is teaching girls that they made the cosmetic industry successful in making them insecure about their looks because in this lockdown... Girls are finally accepting their hairy legs, hands and bushy eyebrows. Starbucks... Make me remind of him. No, we haven't stepped into this cafe but I just want an excuse to drag him into this quarantine experience. So here is the reason why Starbucks is so relatable. The stars decided us to meet and love each other and now the bucks are making us separate because most of the time we are out of it... I think after lockdown we will be more financially weak... Maybe It was the last kiss. Now humans always miss out the things he once used to do or he never used to do. Most of us would pretend to miss trees, greenery and animals but have we ever hugged a tree? Walked with an animal peacefully when he is wagging his tail in excitement to see what will you feed him next. Now here is what we are actually missing- 1. Damaging earth. (shockingly the nature is getting better and happier without humans so we just want to say - We are back. 2. Flying (Humans love flying so what they did was making airplanes fly in the sky all day and all night from one hemisphere to another but now only those are flying who deserved wings for example – birds. 3. Abusing animals (after all, that's humans favourite pastime) guess what? God is having his favourite past time too now... Believe me or not but god had it all. The god is just like a loyal guy who just saw his love (humans) cheating on him and this time he isn't in need of a breakup but a divorce. However, he isn't married so he wants tougher revenge... What's better than a murder. But now I really feel god is planning a murder of 7.8 billion loved ones or ones he loves once. Loved ones remind me of my loved one. I hope he isn't the one loved by god. I just want him safe under my wing. I am so thankful... He is 21 and I am 19... At Least this year... None of us have been '20' because number 20 has really been unlucky this time and what makes it unluckier is that the number 20 has appeared twice this year. Year is making me remind that we have just met last year on 13 January. The irony is people call number 13 cursed... At Least it is better than the number 20-20. It hasn't stopped us to meet. But I don't think anything can stop my boyfriend to meet me. He will deal with 2020 and all of us will just like my boyfriend who is still planning our future meets but the only work he is not able to do is planning the plans just like all of us on the planet. Afterall nothing is planned in our life so why not choose the positive things. So now, No, It wasn't the last kiss. There are more to go.