She acts like today will be better. He avoids every little thing that's bad. She ignites anger and abhorrence and hurt and avoidance out of us. He brings forward hurt and opposition. They don't even know the emotions and thoughts they bring out of us. They don't know how hard I hurt, How much I hate them sometimes, How greatly it hurts to hear their voices, How hard it is to stay silent when I want to scream. They just don't know.