bitter and twisted broken and sore lead into the darkness with no light to guide the way falling down not having the will to get up this growing pain this undying shame wish it would all just wash away sleepless nights left wondering thoughts that swallow you whole suffocating slowly yet left unaware like a dark black hole nothing in sight all you can feel is the venom poison of a spider bite your body motionless your hands bound tight you don't want to give in or give up the fight it hurts and it sting yet your numb dumb you can't feel a thing