I preach self- love and loving what makes you different! I'd like to think that I practice it well too. But I have one question… Do I have to love the part of me that gets sick? Because when I'm sick I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Do I have to love that part of me? Because when I'm sick it feels like I'm drowning in sorrow, pain, and self pity Do I have to love that part of me? Because when I'm in pain I can't even do for myself. Having to be bed-ridden for hours on end. Do I have to love that part of me? Because when I'm sick I'm an emotional wreck, who can't stop crying. But has too much pride to lean on someone. Do I have to love that part of me? Because even as I write this at this very moment in time, I'm crying. Do I have to love that part of me? Because it feels like a worthless battle, that I honestly should become numb to. Do I have to love that part of me? Because I feel like there is no such thing as healing. What is a cure? What is a diagnosis? I love the other part of me. But I just have one question Do I have to love that part of me?