Our greatest disappointment is not in failing to achieve our goals, but in failing to start them. \" Anthony Foya's status read.\n\nMy head rested on an oasis of wealth and I didn't know it. Has that ever happened to you? You wake up to an idea you once had. It's brilliance causes the bottom of your belly to fill with butterflies. Your feet feel like running a marathon. Your mind races through time to an award winning ceremony. Your eyes race across the faces of those that doubted you. Your hair stands up at the magnitude of your imagination. Your tongue flickers with the desire to express the excitement rushing through you.\n\nIt doesn't end there. It takes you to another dimension of your own imagination. When one day you are like, \"let me jus knock\", you know the first expectation is you'll meet the Disappointments. A discouraging family with their children Why did you bother,? What did you except? Told you so! Fear, Disappointment and Lol. Or you could meet the Desires, children, How can I grow?, Need to train!, Need help! Praise, Faith and Dream bigger . The possibilities of who will open the door is not a probability game. It is emotion based and a mental decision, whose identity is finalized by expectation.\n\nWho we meet in life is a product of where we want to go, how much we believe in it and the amount of effort invested. Everyone has had that experience that only required you to believe in it one day longer, to push it one mile further and that person to make it one pixel clearer. That unexplainable source of energy to push you to work even more when your body would obviously give up. That faith that makes you believe more than a psychologist would deem healthy. That dream whose expanse is not limited by the immediate.\n\nThe actualization of success is the mobile dream at it's infancy, it's that blueprint only beknown to it's architect and those that can read it. It's the foundation and cornerstone to the bricklayer and the nursery room to newly weds. It comes to life at the first step of action despite the inervitabilties. No pain is forfieted, no possibility neutralized all mental faculties grind fear and doubt to fine dust allowing all dreams undeniability to remain the sieving basket.\n\nToo true as we have seen that the taming of ambition is the beginning of aging and sorrow. Dare to dream, dare to live, dare to make a difference. Do not submit to fear or doubt, it's neither healthy or productive. I am not going to tell you about how you'll make it if you try and give it your all, but even when it doesn't work, you will know something today that you didn't yesterday. You will gain more than you give . You lived, rather than not. Trails create room for experience, experience carves patience and patience a hope that knows no shame.\n\nGot an idea to make a difference? It is not the difference that we see at the end that will resonate change. It is the impersonation of the end that hastens it's arrival. What are you wanting for? Step #1 \"jus try\". Your choice to wait, is surrending your seat to one who has nothing to loose. Jus like you there have never done it before. Unlike you they'll know the difference.\n\nExtracts from \"conversations with my future\" by pmm2030