It's Not Getting Better
I'm not sure I expect it. Or want it to. To say it's getting better could mean things returning to 'normal.' I wasn't thrilled with what was becoming normal. I don't see things getting 'better' in the sense things return to normal. What was normal for me wasn't acceptable to others, and shouldn't have been acceptable to me. But it was, if only because what wasn't acceptable as normal to others, wasn't affecting me. Now, it's affecting me. I want it to affect me. I don't want things to get better if it means going back to the way things were.