Is it worth living not for yourself Being sick daily, risking your health Waking up headaches and all I just don't know how to hand it anymore Standing up feeling dizzy Scratching my beard all frizzy Days starting to feel like weeks Dark in complection turning bleak This feeling is surely unique A pain I cannot defeat I live for my kids maybe that's my motivation Distracting my mind with thee Playstation Daily battles with my boys. Endlessly picking up their toys I fear my time is near Have I taught them enough is the question I hear How do I survive the pain and all Before the call to prayer over me would fall