The last few fucking night's I have been having nightmares. The first was where some tantric bitch tried to strangle the live out of my neck. That woke me up at four in the fucking morning so yesterday I was tired as f. In fact I slept through another horrible nightmare where I psychologically abused. That didn't wake me up but I slept until noon until my energy levels go up. So I had a me day to day as my mom called them. Early April is a bitch for me because some brat on April fools day showing me and my seventh graders a video of a postmortem of an anorexic woman. Since then every early April I get into a fucking funk.