I feel Soso because I had to literally break it off with my relationship with that tibetan Lama that I had for a month. I found out that he was victimizing other girls on VF. I unfortunately had to have his account and info deleted and forwarded to the police. It was the most traumatic thing I had to deal with because I still loved him. But I had to make sure that he never fucked the peverbial “dog” again. I don't know will become of this “Lama” But with the tough love from my mother and friends I was able move on. What really made me move on was the fact that fifteen years ago I girl using the same site that I found this monk... she killed her self. I don't want that happen again so I said to my self “fuck VF.” I want be a forensic scientist to help make sure that what happened to me and the other girl doesn't happen again and that I will fight to have Tantra and tantric sex would be outlawed. Again to protect the vulnerable.