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She just want to be her self ,Let her be.
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Aug 30, 2018 6 years agoWatching from the inside of the campus with a semi-crowded hall I saw two familiar faces a girl and a boy, the girl is looking at the boy with so much admiration written in her whole being. I saw her eyes sparkling like a twinkling diamond from the most expensive and finest jewelry shop. As I stared at them I noticed that the boy is looking at somebody else smiling with a dreamy look written on his face, the boy is not into her. As the time goes by watching them suddenly the girl's admiration stare turns into a sad frown like she is in a traumatic pain, she is devastated from what she saw. Then the girl started taking a step towards the exit to leave but suddenly she stopped and turns her back taking a glance to the boy to be felt devastated again. She realized that turning her back was a foolish decision because she saw the boy getting close to that someone that is not her and it can't never be her. I followed the girl with my stare, looking at her with pure sympathy, I felt sad for her. Then the ring bells, signaling that the class will start soon, so I went back to our room and seated to my designated chair. Moments later I saw the girl finally entering our room walking passed at me without taking a glance for the whole time, she is just keeping her head downward. She sat near the window looking so down. Then I decided to approach her, I walk to where she located at and sat beside her chair, she didn't even flinch even for a second, she was just looking at the window. I cleared my throat to divert her attention to me, I waited but there is no response she is too preoccupied with her own thoughts not hearing the clearing of my throat. Then I cleared my throat again this time much harder enough to catch her attention and then she stirred a bit and finally she looked at me like she had just woken up from her drowsiness state. I started talking and talking but she always cut me up whenever she sighed and her blanked expression on her face, I gave up and just let her be drowning in her own reality. The next day while walking in the corridor I saw the boy again laughing with another boy? I observed his action he is laughing hard, smiling like an idiot, and playfully slapping the arm of the other boy. Therefore, I concluded that the boy who loved by the girl is a gay. That explain the sad look that sparkles in the eyes of the girl, it is because the boy that she loved is in love with another boy, and that is another story. I felt sorry for my best friend. Yes, the girl that I kept mentioning is my very own best friend. I suddenly felt like comforting her to take her sadness away, stay with her when she felt down. I can even lend her my shoulder to cry on and hug her just to take her pain away because she is my dear friend, my best friend and I can do anything for her just to ease her pain, agony, and a heartbroken soul. I wish I could do that, I wish that just by hugging she can forget her pain and be happy again but sadly I cannot take all her pain away easily. Maybe if I will comfort her and hug her tight like a friend supporting a friend maybe just maybe I can just make her smile, laugh, and felt comforted but that doesn't mean she will forget everything. I realized that nothing goes in life easy as eating candies because life is like math problem if you will not follow the formula then you cannot solve it. Someone will leave and someone will arrive, our destiny depends on what our choices in life are. And as for my best friend's case she chose to be drown on her broken hearted but someday I know that she can recover from that state and can be her normal self without hurting, and someone will come to her shows what's her worth because she is worth waiting and fighting for.
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